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Tyvar
Next best thing to a St. Bernard
in Zocalo v2.0
I just have to vent a little and express the current state of my mind
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much better now, thank you
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[SIZE=1]*sniff*[/SIZE]
much better now, thank you
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I inadvertantly pissed off one of my friends. I was involved in a deep philosophical discussion about the impacts of coloning and technological imperative theory, was trying to finish the line of thought I had going, but by the time I finished and turned to my friend (plus I didnt realize he was there quite well, I was arguing and I tend to be oblivious) He's walking off, pissed.
That just built up on me getting jumped on yesterday because I defended the right of one of my friends to date a girl (, even though he had a sort of "understanding" with another girl (which he ended) who is currently in nevada, dating another guy! it was that when she moved up here those two (my friend and the girl) would go out, but while she was still down there she would date this other guy
I cried foul and defeded my friends right to date somebody who could give him what he needed in a relationship, an exclusive commitment (not to much to ask for right?)
And I simply spoke up and said "I think you guys are being too hard on him, he did the right thing, he's trying to build a new relationship that will have a more solid foundation" And BAM now Im a bad guy, which then got me all moralistic and telling them to step off or Im burning them at the stake
Top that off the classes Im going to take next term have been thrown all in a tizzy.
And the biggy, yes the biggy, my own romantic endevours are being constantly thwarted.
I sware its like every girl I meet is dating someone or a lesbian! ARGH! Im still semi obsessed with this one girl who's now out of my life, and the only people who I can normaly talk to about this crap are A. pissed at me (see above) B. out of communication, and C. in the case of the person I really trust (and adore) SHES IN NEW YORK!
It got a little to much, and I needed to scream. since Im on campus and all I had to do it quietly.
And you fellow firstones got the shit dumped on you.
yes, you are victoms all to my petty problems.
We all have our lowpoints. Were here for you through this one.
:)
Chin up Buttercup, believe it or not you remind me of me. Sorry if that makes you feel a little queasy. It seems those of us who put alot of value in a relationship have the biggest problems achieving a stable one. Everyone seems to be happy with half measures an Mr and Ms Right Now, rather than anything else.
The four people you mention playing 'games' are a classic example. Been there too but not from my own volition...
anyways...
can you tell me what 'coloning' is ?? Is that like philosophy ? Looking up ones own butt/colon ? :D
The second situation Im going to perversly stick by my statement, my friend has an opportunity for a solid relationship that can give him what he needs, and he needs to give back and that is dedication, Nevada girl cant give that to him.
All in all, the idiocy has died down to managble levels, Im only mostly twitchy now.
My own relationship troubles are annoying, its just when they pop up on a day like today with everything else going on it primes the pump, then other shit happens.
And there were some other thigns bothering me too, mainly just the straws that broke the camels back, and my inability have people incarcerated for Felony Stupid.
I mean two of my classmates, wonderfull women, nice girls, fairly entillegent, stable but geeze, they were annoyed because the words Farcical and hegemony appeared in a 300 level english paper? I weep for our future. (they are both sophmores though)
Ahh hell, Im like shadow boxer, now Im GOING to have to kill myself ;) seriously though I figured we had pretty similar personality types thats why you rarely see me jumping all over you, I may not agree with you, but I think I know where your coming from.
Oh and as for coloning considering the guy I was talking too quite possibly ;) he definatly needs to get his head out of his once and a while
(And don't worry, I'm single now too)
[B]...a deep philosophical discussion about the impacts of coloning... [/B][/QUOTE]
I'm afraid to ask...
:D
...butt, I think you may be refering to colonizing right?
heh!
I seem to get into deep political discussions all the time.
I tend to be moderate. I can't agree with either extreme usally, except on a few issues. And 2 people I tend to talk to a lot, one is an extreme republican (faciast) and one is an extreme democrat (social corperatist and socialist).
Both have very odd notions compared to how I see the US...needless to say, I usually walk away from those arguments a bit...um...AHHHHRRRGGG like...
:)
[B]I'm afraid to ask...
:D
...butt, I think you may be refering to colonizing right?
heh! [/B][/QUOTE]
Actually, my guess was cloning. Less letters mixed up. :)
(thats the dumptruck reversing noise for the uninitiated)
'scuse me while I add to the pile...
What's with women ?
I mean really. If there are any of the unfairer sex present please enlighten me.
You scream for guys with sensitivity, with empathy and the ability to deal with things other than cars, computers and lawns...
and yet...
you all go out with, hang from and get stomped all over by insensate myopic trogloditic jocks who fulfill every negative stereotype you decry...
like...
HUH !?!?!
Do you all secretly just want to be bitches dragged into caves by the hair, for a quick root by the sack full of walnuts type bonehead ??
Lets face it. You girls all pretend to want a boy who's a girl on the inside. As soon as you go out with a guy who's in touch with his inner girl/bitch, you get bored and want some stud to come service you properly. :D
WAKE UP !
Girls... here's an idea. I suggest you all become Lesbians, but not just your regular everyday buzzcut armyboots and overalls dyke... become gay men trapped in a womans body...
Then you can go looking for gentle-men without fear of being unfeminine.
:D
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sigh....
I noticed that getting drunk once per month helps me feeling happy. Why I feel happy about getting drunk is because me and one friend of mine allways do something crazy when we are drunk. Then the week after you can think back on that what you remember and laugh at it. At new years eve me and my friend took a 10km walk to someone we knew but didn't know where lived! Both of use got a hard time remembering how we got home!!
[B]Hmmm
I seem to get into deep political discussions all the time.
I tend to be moderate. I can't agree with either extreme usally, except on a few issues. And 2 people I tend to talk to a lot, one is an extreme republican (faciast) and one is an extreme democrat (social corperatist and socialist).
Both have very odd notions compared to how I see the US...needless to say, I usually walk away from those arguments a bit...um...AHHHHRRRGGG like...
:) [/B][/QUOTE]
*Whistles and walks away with hands in his pockets* :D
[B]Take life as it comes, and never take any problems! Atleast that's what I'm doing now days.
I noticed that getting drunk once per month helps me feeling happy. [/B][/QUOTE]
I've noticed watching other people get drunk makes me happy...I'ts quite entertaining. :)
Damn good rant, I encounter the same problems. I wont say women are [I]evil[/I] rather bloody bothersome (if I can borrow a commenwealth english saying)
A#: I think thats the problem! all my friends have grown out of the drinking phase so I havent had anybody to laugh at!
Everybody: Thanks for the support guys! if we ever get together someplace (tropical lets hope! ;) Im buyin a couple rounds!
Oh and yes the discussion was on cloning.
That would be fun if we all got together sometime!
And I comiserate with you on the single status, eh, missery it sure does love company! ;)
A#: You seem to be one of those boring guys who never drink!
Cute chick baked cookies and handed them out in class, I got extra, Week ends well!
And yes, the cookies were good, tempted to propose right friggin there.
this comes under the heading that some times you just got to take your victories where ya can get em.
two more weeks till spring break oh THANK GOD, sleep, fun and some other insane schtuff! yay!